July 17 Gratitudes, Intentions, and Affirmations
Working too much. The American way. This is what my life is right now. I am essentially working two jobs and I miss my friends, space in my days, down time, and writing. As I write this though I know I sound very ungrateful and like I am coming from a place of lack. That is not it. I just need to acknowledge that while I have gained some things I have also lost some things and be gentle with myself about that. This year is a tidal wave of change on many levels. I am riding it though….
Today I am grateful for the opportunity to learn some painful truths and beautiful uplifting truths, for honesty and transparency, finally getting signed up for benefits, for being ok with limbo, for being ok with loneliness, for being ok with exhaustion, for getting my pain articles reviewed, that Mary Ellen is making sure my references are in the right format, for getting ever closer to submitting my application, for an opportunity to work in a calmer environment for part of the day, for my yoga students, for my sweet oasis in the midst of so much chaos.
Today I intend to be focused and organized, have good stamina, be gentle gentle gentle with myself, stay present and open, do my best work.
I have aligned myself with truth and love and that is what I experience.
I can do this … and I can do it with joy and competence.
All things will become clear in time.
B is blessed with clarity, direction, and work he loves that enables him to support himself fully.
L is blessed with clarity, direction and a job offer that excites her.
E is blessed with clarity, direction and a job offer that excites her.
D continues to grow and learn and open his heart as he explores his passions and interests.